and now i know for sure that i can be mean to people sometimes,
because when my feeling's hurt,
i don't feel like keeping it to myself,
i let it out,
in a way that,
people see as,
i don't usually attack people,
i am being very defensive of myself,
all those years,
i kept it all,
without a trace,
all the unease, hurtful, cruel moments.
and i don't have a chance to be defensive.
and i hate those people whom treat me like shit.
that's why i want to at least try, to be nicer?
p/s: ini kes mulut celupar.hehe