Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i forgot you still have pieces of me

Few days ago, my bf lend me his car for a few days..
it's easier for me to go anywhere i want, a.k.a he's tired of being my driver..haha
so, these occasions happened when i got the car for myself for these few days..

1)i went to my sister's house to visit my nenek and nenek stayed with my two nieces, fatin and aina while their parent went to perform Hajj , they'll be back in 20+ th dec..

2)i went to my bestfriend house and had a sleepover since we had so many things to talk about so a 2 hour meeting would'nt do it..rite..

3)i went to my school reunion which consists only my geng members..hakhak
me, kakchik, masni, nomy, sarah and yati met at the d'klasik and chatting, and eating, and chatting for hour and hours sampai lebam!hahaa

4)two days later, me, sasha and meddy met at sarirasa kopitiam.. and we sat there like from 2.30 pm til 6.30 pm.. sampai sakit bontot wei..hahaha..and it was fun! me , shasha and meddy went to the same tuition centre back in high school,, so we are pretty close to each other, plus meddy went to the same matriculation college with me and her room is near to mine back at matric!

5)tomorrow i'll be meeting my girlfriends: aya and yan at mr cook's place, i don't know where the hell is mr cook is, but never mind since my bestfriend will be picking me up and we'll go to that place together, howww yeah!!

6)i'll be going to laili's sister's wedding this saturday!hakhak..

being hom for almost a month was not boring after all rite!!haha

p/s: my bf just take back the car from me..haha

Monday, December 7, 2009

i would rather be a.l.o.n.e than h.u.r.t like this

sweetlove, haven't you heard?

through flaws and all,

i want to be with you,

all day and all night.

sweetlove, haven't you notice?

i keep breathing because of you,

because you are my oxy,

i sleep,

because you are my sweet dreams.

sweetlove, haven't you see?

i put my heart into my palm,


and handed it to you,

perhaps you can handle it more gracefully.

because you drop it,

so many times.

sweetlove, can i stop?

loving you too much,

wanting you too bad,

holding you too tight.

because i would rather be alone than being hurt like this.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


why do people lie?

1. because the truth is ugly? or too ugly?
2.because you said you want to protect someone from being hurt.
3.because you want to protect yourself from being hurt?

i just don't get it..
why did we lie?
worst is when we even lie to people that we loved the most..
i really hate when people lie to me or when i lie..
but now, really i try to not lie..
i appreciate if someone rather tell me the truth than lie to me just because the truth isn't beautiful..


p/s: lie=sin