I'm sorry that I'm not.

How to be sorry when I'm not.
How to be sorry when I'm actually glad.
How to be sorry when parts of me secretly wished for this.

How to be sorry when I'm not.

Give me pain ,
so I'll break.
Squeeze my heart ,
till my tear drop.
Cut me
so I'll bleed.

Or

Hate me, just hate me.

Give me reasons to be sorry
Because I'm not.

Give me reasons to be sorry
Because I'm ready.